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Monday, August 09, 2004


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*At Lost...*

09/08/04
2.15pm

First of all.. I tink i gt to wish some 1 happy birthday.. Singapore.. Haha.. - Happy Birthday Singapore!!! - Did not update my blog last 2 days.. I am jux too busy.. Working these few days.. Gt woke up by zX's call at ard 12 plus like tt.. Wanted to update my blog b4 going to meet them.. But den.. kL was kinda of moody.. So chat wif her trying to cheer her up.. End up gt to take a cab down to Outram to meet them.. Actually my love life was not going on well oso.. Tt noon she msg mi a sms tt left mi stunted.. I jux duno how to reply.. Meet zX n LeeTian liao.. Went to Cha Xuan n sing cos zX sat nite suddenly gt the craving to sing.. Cos gt alot of new songs ma.. LeeTian left ard 4 plus to work at the fireworks festival.. Den not long after Kanzy came n join us liao.. At tt time she gt sms mi.. Telling mi how mux she needed mi.. I am really confused.. Really duno wad to do.. I am really really tired to tok abt relationship now.. Y can't she jux understand? Y takes tings 4 granted.. Onli after u loses it den u regret it now.. Haix.. I tot abt it over n over again.. Once a vase is broken.. It is.. No matter how hard u try to glue it back.. There will always be marks there.. Sometimes i really feel like telling her i dun love her ani more.. Den maybe she will gif up? I really dowan to hurt her ani more.. I am jux too tired.. too tired.. I did not really reply her sms.. Cos zX's hp no batt le.. Den i lent him mine lor.. I guess 4getting her is the way out? I really hope she can understand.. Really do.. I really hope we can remains as fren not as foes.. Haix.. I am having so many probs sia.. Really feel like crying.. Going to work on mon, tue, thur, fri n sat.. Cos my family gt finance prob.. Gt to work during my holiday.. So xin ku sia.. I hope tis crisis will be over fast.. *Sigh*

maRcUs` (",)



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